Love this stuff, and your essay. First time I was ever questioned by a psychologist (drugs, was a teen, go figure) I was asked if I ever heard voices. I said, well, after The Exorcist something repeated in my 6 year old or so brain; it said "You love the Devil," ad nauseum. Which I fought off with some kind of Star Wars ontological mantra methods. Didn't we all??? I said?... He didn't like that answer. HA! Bravo Ben.